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regret.

Published: Jul 2, 2012

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I was going through my old accounts.
I wish I hadn't.
I can't stop crying.
So much drama that went down.
So many friendships that were broken.
So many hearts hurt.
I would give anything in the fucking world to get the days back before the drama.
I wish I would've reacted differently than I did.
I wish other people would've been real friends, including me.
I honestly hate myself for what went down.
I lost the people I was closest to.
Including one person I loved more than anything.
I miss dicking around in the p-chat
drawing hideous pictures on the oekaki
harassing each other on AIM or MSN or Y!
calling each other on the phone just to make a retarded sound then hang up
group comfort if one of us was down
I'm still in touch with a handful of them, but it'll never be the same. The rest fucking hate me.
I would give up everything I have right now to get those days back
I really feel like dying
I just...fuck

Sorry I really had to get this out. No, I'm not okay. Maybe I will be someday.
But I'll never be 100%

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